reassurance Lyrics

Everyday I wake up my mind in the dirt

Why can't I just take your word

I've been lied to, I've been hurt

Wish I didn't need reassurance

But I do though

Cuz lately I've been feeling more distant than Pluto

You only text me first now once in a blue moon so

I'm worried that in your heart what was once my room's closed

You said you'd keep it open but your life don't move slow

If you got something to say

Why don't you come out and say it

If you think waiting'll save

My heart then girl you're mistaken

You know I notice the changes

In our communication

And every single day

Feels like you're losing your patience

You said it wasn't the same

It won't fuck up our relationship

But I've been feeling the way

I did when you said put brakes on it

And all these thoughts in my head

Have no idea if they're accurate

But every time that we text

Feeling increasingly passionless

Feel like I'm pissing you off

Every time I try to talk

I'm not asking for a lot

Just don't wanna feel forgot

Just don't wanna feel ignored

You said you missed me before

Then found someone to adore

I don't feel missed anymore

And I'm so sorry that I'm this insecure

But people that I loved made me an empty promise before

It isn't jealousy I know that for sure

I'm just scared that we won't be partners in crime anymore

All I ask is you don't close any doors

The girl you fell in love with got so much left in store

Everyday I wake up my mind in the dirt

Why can't I just take your word

I've been lied to, I've been hurt

Wish I didn't need reassurance

But I do though

Cuz lately I've been feeling more distant than Pluto

You only text me first now once in a blue moon so

I'm worried that in your heart what was once my room's closed

You said you'd keep it open but your life don't move slow