I Think I Hate You Lyrics

When all your shit hit the fan

You lost all regard for everything you needed

And now I'm back on the ledge

A gun to my head

I'm sorry but I'm getting close to the end

Don't tell me I'm a bummer if you're not sure you mean it

You want it to be over, but I do not believe

This shit always feels like it's covered in roses

In every moment, I've lost control

If I told you I love you would it be enough?

I'm still coming back take you on like a drug

But I'm not a fiend and I'm starting to think

That life won't turn out like we see on the screen

If I were to throw all my problems away

Would it be enough to convince you to stay?

You won't give a shit if I ended up gone

But I think I hate you enough to hold on

Have I been way too faded?

All you ever hear from me is everything you think I miss

With solitude stuck in my head

Taking me away from you has left me in a better place

I often wish that you could see what I've become from the outside

I'm better off alone slowly drift away from myself but

If I told you I love you would it be enough?

I'm still coming back take you on like a drug

But I'm not a fiend and I'm starting to think

That life won't turn out like we see on the screen

If I were to throw all my problems away

Would it be enough to convince you to stay?

You won't give a shit if I ended up gone

But I think I hate you enough to hold on

Fuck

We'll carry on

So what if I hold on?

And never let go of the shadows

Things that I lack, or the bastards I had to

Leave behind, in hell worse than I was

Wasting time, with my mind set on bad blood

If I told you I love you would it be enough?

I'm still coming back take you on like a drug

But I'm not a fiend and I'm starting to think

That life won't turn out like we see on the screen

If I were to throw all my problems away

Would it be enough to convince you to stay?

You won't give a shit if I ended up gone

But I think I hate you enough to hold on

To nothing but a memory

I guess today's the fucking day

I'm leaving here, I'm leaving earth

I'm bleeding and it's meaningless

Don't tell me that your sorry now

It doesn't fucking matter now

They don't give a shit until you end up gone

I'm sorry but I'm not enough to hold on