MESSAGE TO HOME Lyrics

You lost your heart, you can't wake up

You say goodbye to my tears

My baby girl

Moved out the midwest but my heart's still so cold

Riding solo on my high horse like a polo

Everybody hopping on the wave like a pogo

Autographs and photos, I don't know if I can go home

On my own though, everyday I'm on my own though

Knew that this would happen, didn't know how it would go though

Stuck inside my mind, wishing everything would go slow

Memories keep fading, don't know how much time I got

But I'm still young, so if I blow up, I'm just hoping it's a lot

So much happened in two years, didn't know there was a plot

My grandma passed away and then my pops got off his block

He got a wife now, they hoping for some children

Being the oldest is cool, it's just a different feeling

My cousin passed away, his mother found him on the ceiling

I think about it everyday, almost feels like I killed him

Cause I ain't do nothing about it, haven't talked to him in years

When grandma passed away, the ride with pops, it gave me tears

The vision was so clear, cause after that she wasn't here

Moved away couple months later, hoping things would disappear

Trying to keep my family close, made me forget everyone else

Feel like when I blow up, everyone go ask for help

But I don't owe nobody cause I did this by myself

Friends keep coming, friends keep going, seem like they after my wealth

Cause a lot of people love, blocked on every social media

People think you acting weird, just focus how they treating you

People think you acting weird, just focus how they treating you

People think you acting weird, just focus how you

Moved out the midwest, but my heart still so cold

Riding solo on my hot horse like a polo

Everybody hopping on the wave like a pogo

Autographs and photos, I don't know if I can go home

Moved out the midwest, but my heart still so cold

Riding solo on my hot horse like a polo

Everybody hopping on the wave like a pogo

Autographs and photos, I don't know if I can go home