Alive (988) Lyrics

Today is the day

My problems ain't going away

I need me a reason to stay

Feeling abandoned a stray

Nothing can help what you say

I hate to say it but

I feel like it's time for me to go

Some thing is pulling me closer

Think it's time for me to let it go

I'm alive in this world

I'm alive in this world

What is the purpose of living

You see in the world full of Killing

Turn on the news and it's chilling

Always bout black and the white

Never about what's wrong and right

I'm hoping you seeing my sight

Cause this is my final tonight

But maybe there's hope

A chance we can change

The deepest of thoughts they stuck in my brain

I bleed through the struggle that run through my veins

I sweat only knowing my name said I'm vane

I cry only knowing that good gonna wain

The voice that I'm using it's always in pain

Told you I'm depressed but they say that you sane

I'm ready to fly spread my wings like a plane

Everything's a blessing in disguises

Wipe your tears

And open up your eyes

Today is the day

The clouds ain't looking so grey

The demons are going away

I look at the sky when I lay

I feel something coming my way

Something is pulling me closer

I hope that it never lets me go

Something is pulling me closer

Hoping that it never lets me go

I'm alive in this world

I'm alive in this world

How does one deal with a loss

When love don't come with a cost

You miss em and all of your talks

Your memories the only of thoughts

I think can this truly be real

Bro

Do you know how it's makes me feel

You took your life cause your father left

Man what you were thinking you took your last breath

When I heard the news it hurt in my chest

I went to a therapist had to confess

I can't bring you back my brother you rest

I hope to live mine without any regrets

But teaching the world is my greatest of test

I'm surely not perfect but trying my best

Today is the day

There's finally a smile on my face

The kids they laughing they play

The world a much safer place

I feel like living today

My momma is pulling me closer

I hope that she never lets me go

I know she pulling me closer

I know that she'll never let me go

I'm alive in this world