Pain Away Lyrics

I guess I'm still confused how it wasn't you to take my pain away

You made it hard to choose then you left me on my rainy days

And I know, that you really would slit my throat

Take my pain away you seen the change you're still the same but

You'll see me better on my own

The way I'm feeling lately, you'd label me as crazy

Mad man, mad man none of you would save me, it's not the fact you hate me

It's just the fact that I have to carry all this weight that you gave me

But the fact of the matter

You think it's all jokes like we're playing a game of would you rather

If the roles were reversed I know you wouldn't stand it

But you still went ahead and made my heart shatter, oh

Man this shit is just a mess

At night I still reread our messages, photos in my camera roll I can't delete them yet

I don't know why I can't seem to let you go

You were supposed to be with me when I finally hit the road

This shit is just getting old, you left me all alone

It's been a while, since I spoke on my emotions

Every night look through my phone another dosage

You were my ecstasy

I need you next me because I don't know where I'm going

I guess I'm still confused how it wasn't you to take my pain away

You made it hard to choose then you left me on my rainy days

And I know, that you really would slit my throat

Take my pain away you seen the change you're still the same but

You'll see me better on my own

I never needed a reason

You kicked me while I was down

Stomped me on the ground and I felt my soul leaving

Couldn't be there for my people couldn't be you wanting to be me, huh

Better watch your day ones because they come around like disease, huh

You think I don't see it

Smile in my face then laugh when I'm leaving

You wouldn't believe all the battles that I have with my demons, then it made me a demon

Then I look to my OGs, I went from rookie to King, oh

I guess I'm still confused how it wasn't you to take my pain away

You made it hard to choose then you left me on my rainy days

And I know, that you really would slit my throat

Take my pain away you seen the change you're still the same but

You'll see me better on my own