Is It Real Lyrics
- Genre:Pop
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
Amanda
Amanda
Amanda
Amanda
Amanda
I've become familiar with the moonless nights
Spent too long with my thoughts, I'm growing bags under my eyes
A new person is who I want to be
I've got the clothes all picked out
It's just a waiting game now
And I can't believe that todays the day
That I'll pull through and change my fate
It feels too fake won't hold my breath
Say a quick prayer, hope for the best but
Is it just an imitation, or am I finally becoming who I want to be
A reality, oh
Is it really me
Or is it just an invitation, to become a narcissistic little wannabe
Vain indeed, oh
Is it really me
Morning comes and I still got a whole day ahead of me
And it won't stop my speculation
My imagination running up some scenes
I'll be the funny one oh and good looking too
Three classes with her, for days I'll miss her
Just a husk in my reflection petrified by retrospection
Adopting a faux self, it's just new clothes and a belt oh
Everything is colored rosy, turn my mind off feeling cozy
Isn't this what I want, isn't this what I want
And I can't believe that what I see is kind of drab and isn't me
Do I back down and walk away and be the same and never change oh
Is it just an imitation, or am I finally becoming who I want to be
A reality, oh
Is it really me
Or is it just an invitation, to become a narcissistic little wannabe
Vain indeed, oh
Is it really me
This is killing me
And I can't believe I'm meant to live the same I was as a little kid
So what am I, a growing thing but lose the roots and cease to be
Is it just an imitation, or am I finally becoming who I want to be
A reality, oh
Is it really me
Or is it just an invitation, to become a narcissistic little wannabe
Vain indeed, oh
Is it really me