Intoxicated Lyrics

At first it numbed the pain

Yeah, I was feeling great

Until I lost myself and couldn't see I was to blame

For the mistakes I made

Now no ones listening

Said I would quit, that I would change until they all gave up on me

Said it one too many times

One turns into one too many drinks

One too many apologies for being toxic when I'm intoxicated

Mmm

So I'll take a shot for you and one for me

One for all the times i'll probably not remember then try to smooth it over

With another shot or an apology

Worst of all it's all a blur

I don't know what I did or who I hurt

I'm done making excuses this time

I swear, I mean it

I know you don't think I'm sincere

How could I be when I choose poison and toxicity

Rest in peace to the intoxicated version of me

And losing control to the drinks

It's different now i'm a brand new me

Please believe me, i'm a brand new me

You say it's different now

How is it different now?

You're always sorry, this time "sorry" isn't good enough

Show me that it's different maybe i'll consider staying

'Til then, I'll keep my distance

Keep you in my thoughts and prayers cuz

The one I loved is dead and gone and it tears me apart

The intoxicated version of you always breaking hearts

One too many times it left a scar

Letting you back in is just too hard

So I'll take a shot for you and one for me

One for all the times i'll probably not remember then try to smooth it over

With another shot or an apology

Worst of all it's all a blur

I don't know what I did or who I hurt

I'm done making excuses this time

I swear, I mean it