Past and Present Lyrics

I can tell a story about my past and present

No one in my life was present

So now when I do my own thang and blow up

They wanna present

I do not remember

You were not here

When my life was dreadful

Now my life is special

And I'm getting extras

Everything a dude want I be living exceptional

Most important thing in life is not the biggest

Its the fundamentals

I jus take this drank and pour it up

Till I fill my vessel

All these demons in my fuckin head

Life had got so messy

I done put my feelings after bread

All these problems

Fight them like a man

I take them to the head

If you wanna get somewhere in life

Then you cant be scared

Got to Face your fears

Even if that means you fail

Ima take you for a ride

Hold on tight

Ill Put you under spells

I was hearing ringing in my ears

Like some Christmas bells

Woke up from a nightmare

I ain't jump from the top floor, I fell

This ain't 20 questions

Stop with all that asking

I'm not open bout my life

Because its kind of tragic

This the kind of of story make you cry

It'll get you sappy

Made a way up out this shit

You know I had to make it happen

All my life I knew this what I'd be

And I'm not capping

I was 10 years old when I told myself

I would be a rapper

I would be on stage and idolized by peers so much

That they'd be clapping

Its takes courage to grow up and be yourself

No cap Mom

Only person in my life that always had my back on

Always looked out for my interests

Even when I did you wrong

You Taught me how to be the man

You Showed me how to right my wrongs

So its only right

That I went and put you in this song

I been hurting all my life

You could Call this pain lifelong

If there's one thing you got a do its to hold on

If I wasn't clear

Just put your mind to it

You can just imagine a little boy

With a bright future

Lotta pain in his life

It had got to him

So now he sells drugs

And he makes music

Too nice to the world

So a lotta people use him

Still nothin breaks his will

He can see to the future

I just hope it goes through

Mix my sprite with the juice

Knowing its gone fix my mood

I can never fail or loose

I'm goin straight to the moon