When I See You Again Lyrics

Tired of fighting these demons they just keep comin' on back

I went home blacked out for the hell of it

I lost my patience with credence that sent me straight to the sack

I found a hole backed down and I fell in it

To tell you that I won't do what you want to

And I came back crying with my head in my shame

I ruined my own life at the loss of a friend

But I hope we're all good when I see you again

I said I won't do what you want to

Got my hope wrapped up in a bottle of pain

I've got my own life and I'll never pretend

But I hope we're all good when I see you again

I begged and pleaded for sadness

Even asked the man above

Already had my share of madness

But I lost that truth with love

I been lost in the mud kickin' it deep in the dirt

I planted my seed so I could grow back my worth

Hope to shovel the pain pat it down to the earth

I can call for the rain and dance on top of my hurt

Loose trance 'til they come by

Shrivel up and skrrt

Lose stance with my own side

I ain't got no words

The pain is so high, it fucks with my brain

And I don't know why I can't push it away

I got a million reasons but I'm searching for more

Tired of fighting demons, but I keep writing more

To tell you that I won't do what you want to

And I came back crying with my head in my shame

I ruined my own life at the loss of a friend

But I hope we're all good when I see you again

I said I won't do what you want to

Got my hope wrapped up in a bottle of pain

I've got my own life and I'll never pretend

But I hope we're all good when I see you again

Pressure, pressure under my skin

Messed up, messed up look what I did

Replay, replay over my head

DJ, DJ spin it again

If there's one thing that I got right while goin' through this hell

It's that your fam just left right as soon as my own fell

And if you need me, I got you I just want to fix this

You hate me, I got you it's none of my business

Loose dance 'til they come by

Fillin' up my cup

Lose stance with my own side

I was never enough

The pain is so high, it fucks with my brain

And I don't know why I can't push it away

I got a million reasons but I'm searching for more

Tired of fighting demons, but I keep writing more

To tell you that I won't do what you want to

And I came back crying with my head in my shame

I ruined my own life at the loss of a friend

But I hope we're all good when I see you again

I said I won't do what you want to

Got my hope wrapped up in a bottle of pain

I've got my own life and I'll never pretend

But I hope we're all good when I see you again