8 Bits of Disappointment Lyrics

I lay awake at night and I process all my feelings

I'm just sitting in my bed and looking up at the ceiling

And I know that we're all human but I don't know how to do it

When the people closest to me aren't helping me get through it

Thought that maybe if I open up then I would get support

But no matter what I say or do it never gets absorbed

When I feel like no one's listening I question my rapport

And it's hard to keep on going when you always feel ignored

But the reason I fight this

Is 'cause I really think

That the people that I get

To love are on the brink

Of collapse and if I can

Support them any way

Then no matter the price is

I'll take on all their pain

In the hope that if I fall

Off then they might help me

It's not often that I call

But lately I'm unsteady

And I know that I can't be

The only one who's suffering

So let's help one another out

Then we can start recovering

What's the point of only living for yourself

Have you ever tried to live for someone else

If you're down and you don't know what to do

You need to think of the people who count on you

What's the point of only living for yourself

Have you ever tried to live for someone else

If you're down and you don't know what to do

You need to think of the people who count on you

I've never been a fan when conversations are heated

I'll never understand the like it or leave it treatment

I wanna leave the pain but feel that I cannot beat it

Does it mean that it's my fate, I can feel myself retreating

What would really change if I decided to go leave the Earth

It's so agitating when I'm treated like I am the dirt

Is it worth it if I open up and show you all my hurt

Got no choice to open up 'cause if I don't it will get worse but

I'm having a hard time

Expressing my depression

And no matter what I find

I don't know where my head is

A disaster in my mind

Need somebody to vent with

It don't matter if they try

If I'm still feeling helpless

But I'm hoping that they don't

Drop me, know I need 'em

I appreciate my folks

Patient, see the evil

That I wrestle with, I won't

Beat it very easily

So when I come out singing l will thank 'em for the victory

What's the point of only living for yourself

Have you ever tried to live for someone else

If you're down and you don't know what to do

You need to think of the people who count on you

What's the point of only living for yourself

Have you ever tried to live for someone else

If you're down and you don't know what to do

You need to think of the people who count on you