Growing Up Lyrics

I'm so low even tho I get high

I don't know if I'm gonna be allright

I'm so tired I'm sick of my fight

I'm so tired I'm sick of my life

I don't wanna smile so hand just hide it

I hate it it's fine inside it

Constant fighting tho I ain't violent

Fuck my life up fuck being silent

I came up from the bottom still I'm growing up

Try to hide from the bottle but it's showing up

Me and life in constant battle don't i k-now enough

I just let my heart shatter Am I low enough?

Am I going up? Before I am going off?

To the cemetery check my stone get the coffin up

Am I blowing up? Bitch do I do enough?

Born to the same home but still feel like a foreigner

Writing up these lines is a tiket to my soul

Checking out the sales and it's zero tickets sold

Dark toughts, being lonely is getting old

You won't hear me but my story's getting told

I was seventeen when my world got fucked up

Mom got sick and the cycle was locked up

Did wrong to my brother who I looked up To

Now I'm in a studio giving love up too

I'm a broken man whos soul is soulless

don't talk with my actions I condone this

I fuck things up back boneless

I know this! No one notice!

Catastrophy when you ask for me

I call out for help low-key don't answer me

This pain it will relapse on me

So don't help me up just laugh for me

I came up from the bottom still I'm growing up

Try to hide from the bottle but it's showing up

Me and life in constant battle don't I know enough

I just let my heart shatter Am I low enough?

Am I going up? Before I am going off?

To the cemetery check my stone get the coffin up

Am I blowing up? Bitch do I do enough?

Born to the same home but still feel like a foreigner

I came up from the bottom still I'm growing up

Try to hide from the bottle but it's showing up

Me and life in constant battle don't I know enough

I just let my heart shatter Am I low enough?

I came up from the bottom still I'm growing up

Try to hide from the bottle but it's showing up

Am I growing up? Tell me if I'm growing up

If I'm growing up? Tell me why I'm fucking up!