my inner monologue Lyrics

Feeling rather small, it's odd, my mind's mysterious

It's like I lost it all, it's hard, I feel delirious

Knew it was your call, it's beyond my experience

To break a heart

Where'd it all go wrong, I'm lost, I was oblivious

Thought your hope was strong, what caused this? I am curious

Not solved in a song, but thought it'd feel less serious

When I fall apart

Back and forth, your words give birth

To thoughts that reward me feelings I can't afford

And I'm insecure, could I have done more?

Was loving me a chore? Hope I'm not a bore

Oh I'm insecure, could I have done more?

Was loving me a chore? Hope I'm not a bore

Something's new with gall, won't prod, but it is hideous

You've a really tall façade, it is imperious

Feels like you've a wall, I'm barred, it's not insidious

You truly want to restart, oh

Did I not quite compare to your friend

The girl who makes me envious

Her beauty seeps through images

Is she your true destined?

Man I'm insecure, could I have done more?

Was loving me a chore? Hope I'm not a bore

God I'm insecure, could I have done more?

Was loving me a chore? Hope I'm not a bore

Is my youth my true disadvantage?

Is this permanent baggage?

My inner monologue is bad damage

Could I have done more?