BLANK II Lyrics

I'm staying up late again

Something about the darkness that feels like a friend

'There'sm sleeping in once again

Cause I don't understand the song birds when they sing

I don't feel it

Anymore

I don't feel it

Anymore

Black out the sun

Drag my sorry ass back to bed

It's safer in the darkness

I can't see inside my own head

The doc gave me prescriptions

I found my own bottle of meds

Don't bother with the curtains

I'll just black myself instead

Cause I don't feel it

Anymore

I don't feel it

Anymore

Late to the party

You lost your yellow handbag

Long conversation

In the car on the way back

Foggy cracked windshield

Feet up on the dashboard

You hate the smell of cigarettes

I just need one to clear my head

Leaving the party it's more of the same

We're talking in circles while you shift the blame

It's clear in the rearview

That I don't feel

Anything

Anymore

So why am I so desperate to think that I am better than other people

When we come from the same nothingness we unwillingly all retreat to

I just wanna be

I'm tired of the same old rinse and repeat

And sleeping through scenes I should be living

So when the curtain calls

I can take a bow

And be proud of the person I am now

I got used to nothing and being a bore

Now to do almost anything feels like a chore

But tomorrow I'll wake up

And come back for more

Brush my teeth

Wash my hair

Drag myself out the door

Cause I wanna feel it again