I'M NOT SPECIAL Lyrics

Empty handed and full of regret

Used to think that my demons hid under my bed

Then I grew up laughed it off instead

But it turns out the demons are still in my head

I wake up to the sound of an angel calling me back home but

I'm not ready to go

Put my problems behind me 'cause they're always gonna show

Because I'm tired of faking happiness when

I'm not happy at all

I'm tired of acting rational when

I'm just falling apart

And I'm tired

Tired of it all

When I don't belong

I'm tired of trying to be something special when

I'm not special at all

Special at all

Special at all

I don't want to make it obvious

Can we use some common sense that's all I ask

I don't want to trade my love for what you gave me

Cause baby it's all in the past

I don't want to save you but that's what it came to

Cause baby I realize you're all that I have

I'm tired of take two's the same old mistakes who

Tell me that this shit never lasts

I'm tired of faking happiness when

I'm not happy at all

I'm tired of acting rational when

I'm just falling apart

And I'm tired

Tired of it all

When I don't belong

I'm tired of trying to be something special when

I'm not special at all

Special at all

Special at all

Special at all

Because I'm not special at all