SELF-AWARE Lyrics

I do so solemnly swear, that I'll never be there

For you, nor I, until I was made self-aware

Not then, could I even care, or try

To comprehend the shape I'm in

Who knew that in last place I'd win

First time in that space, I'd give

Worst line that I heard, you spit

And no take backs, I'm looking forward

To meeting your demise, see it with your own two eyes

I saw it coming, wasn't even surprised

Have the time of your life, but it's do or die

Guess I'll wait outside, you can't face facts

Need I remind ya? I've never been kinder

So, take it as your final warning

I got a meeting with someone more important

So don't ignore him when he says he's got something for ya

But I had a problem with all of the nonsense

You wish to applaud it, I look to resolve it

So no, I'm not calming down, need to get on top of

All the shit you're talking about when I'm not around

Cause we can walk it out, or choose to walk it down

You're out of options now

This bitch, that bitch, choose me

This is real life, not what you see on T.V.

So, I told myself, "You'll get there when you die"

If, for no one else, for yourself you should try

There was never anyone for me, there was only the love I found

There was never anyone for me, there was only the love I found

Think it's 'bout time that I switch it up

We became enemies, started moving different, huh?

I only wished that you would let me give you love

All you had to do was say the word, and I'd give you up

Were you afraid how I'd feel? What I'd say, cause I thought it was real?

There I go again, I can only blame myself

I trust you with my life, then you go and die for someone else

Don't make this a mockery

Don't go jocking me, when you ain't cop the beat

You tried to pull her in, but ain't got the reach

Made an example out of you, they all can see

If I was rich, then you know I'd buy you flowers

But I'm paying more attention to how I spend my hours

So, I can give you the sauce, straight from the source

Get a divorce from the game, then pay child support

So, I told myself

"You'll get there

When you die"

There was never anyone for me, there was only the love I found

There was never anyone for me, there was only the love I found