Afterlife Lyrics

I don't wanna be alone

I don't wanna sell my soul again

Every time I spiral lose control my heart gets cold again

Every time I lose a friend it seems I wont be whole again

Take my life then run me down in the afterlife it never ends

Welcome to the show

Where feelings come and go

I'm slowly letting go but I can never let you know

I'm ghosting like a pro

I'm rolling out my dough

Living like a liar cuz I'm dying on the low

When my heart attacks

My life fades to black

Off to meet my demons and im never comin back

Acted like a maniac

Up there doin jumping jacks

What a fool I was I wish that time would give in take me back

Think I'm on the brink of it

I'm so fuckin sick of it

Every time I picture it

I'm so fuckin scared of it

Prolly need a therapist

All this weight i carry it

Take my pain and bury it

Take your hate and parry it

I don't wanna be alone

I don't wanna sell my soul again

Every time I spiral lose control my heart gets cold again

Every time I lose a friend it seems I wont be whole again

Take my life then run me down in the afterlife it never ends

Call me Mr peter pan

Never had a solid plan

Meeting all my demons had me running off to neverland

Running with my life in hand

Wasting more and more I gotta see if I can start again

Ego starts to shrink

Seems I lose more parts of me

The further that i sink

Kill that broken side of me or down the pain with drink

You could lose it all

As fast as you can blink

You could have it all

But you don't wanna think

Think I'm on the brink of it

I'm so fuckin sick of it

Every time I picture it

I'm so fuckin scared of it

Prolly need a therapist

All this weight i carry it

Take my pain and bury it

Take your hate and parry it

I don't wanna be alone

I don't wanna sell my soul again

Every time I spiral lose control my heart gets cold again

Every time I lose a friend it seems I wont be whole again

Take my life then run me down in the afterlife it never ends

I don't wanna be alone

I don't wanna sell my soul again

Every time I spiral lose control my heart gets cold again

Every time I lose a friend it seems I wont be whole again

Take my life then run me down in the afterlife it never ends