peacewise silence Lyrics

I can't really find what to say

When I pick up this thing I'm playing

I can't really describe the feeling

The underlying vacance

General purposelessness I feel

When I live my life

Lately I've been feeling disdain

For the person I've became, I'm wondering

What happened to the achievable dreams

And all the people who helped me be happy

I don't know

Time ate them up

And I don't know what to say to you

And I can't help but hate myself

In hindsight, it's clear when I regress or fall down

But I guess life is letting yourself down

I thought I couldn't make mistakes

So I trudged ahead without worries

Looking back at the roads untaken

I see a different person

Standing at each one

I wonder if they're happier than me