lush psychedelia. Lyrics

I gave her all I could, I gave her all she wanted then this was all good

Never had a decent childhood, so all my problems were drowned once I touched that bottle

I felt the touch

Lucid fluids going

Through my lungs while I'm itching living missing feelings mixing em with demons with my cut

Mama said I should grow up

Uh, a moment of silence for those who lost their gut

I glitter and run, a hand on my gun, when she catches me then i will be gone

And I seen her rounded body

We all know she attracts everybody who serves their soul to her proudly

Prolly be another victim of hers for acting rowdy

Seen the initial in her chest when she was on me

Half hour later she had me asking for Kami

Gripping my hands, I took that Ecs then I woke up with one on my chest

Cotton mouth shouting out, she came back around and trapped me in her drought

I stay in it, gave it a taste with no shame in me

Pour my soul for her now my heart empty

Relenting, peace to the sky that I came from, too shy

To express my pained love

Deep regrets until I came one

Hanging with the blood of my lust

Hanging with a crutch of my trust

A man deep in the void of he was

Past the sixth realm is when I found it in me

Picked the pen and the pad just started singing

Elucid dreams clouded in deep from the world tree

Space and time opened up so I could see the light to the extreme but

I got a weak conscious, the son of a monster

Thinking I'm not an artist, it's harder writing when the sun start calling my name

It's stained with the darkest of thoughts

That harvest my heart into a box I'm falling apart daily,

Maybe I'm losing faith

Maybe I'm crazy enough to finally hate the abuser and not the abused that caused me to find love in pain

It's hard to find a trace of innocence in my veins