i wish i was on death row ft. Dizaru Lyrics

I don't wanna live

I don't wanna live no more

I just carry on no matter how long I've been living for

I just wanna keep going, fuck my eyes are sore

I just wanna carry out my days as yours

Feel like I'm lost in the static

Why does love have to be so unsystematic?

My heart speaks words so emphatic

I want to spend a lifetime with you but I can't have it

Torture in my soul, cloudy in my head

Cannot live without you, I'd be better off dead

Seems there are things better left unsaid

I can't stop the thoughts thinking of my death bed

Always in my head, cannot let 'em win

In purgatory, thinking bout my sins

Lethal injection, cannot sleep I'm restless

Life is hard like playing Call of Duty on veteran

I wish I was on death row

I don't wanna die alone

I wish I was on death row

Die alone, die alone, yeah

I wish I was on death row

I don't wanna die alone

I wish I was on death row

Die alone, die alone, yeah

I don't wanna die

I don't wanna die alone

Jk I do

I'm still gonna die without you

Man I've been dead so often

Might as well go ahead and trip into the coffin

I wish I could press rewind, really wish I could feel fine

Russian roulette 'til my brain hits the wall

Life is a game and I'm ready to end it all

I wake up still having nightmares

My demons don't fight fair

Smoke's in my eyes, can't see straight

I fold under pressure when there's multiple lives at stake

I just wanna die today

Write my struggles on my grave

Cause there are just too many for me to endure the pain

Will things ever be the same?

Sadness and agony is all that remains

I wish I was on death row

I don't wanna die alone

I wish I was on death row

Die alone, die alone, yeah

I wish I was on death row

I don't wanna die alone

I wish I was on death row

Die alone, die alone, yeah

Why you gotta be so pessimistic?

Well why do I have to live another second?

I'd rather spend eternity in your arms

You're a constellation while I'm trapped in the dark

Now that you're so far away

I sleep where you used to lay

And just lie awake

Please death come upon this day

Please death take from this place

I wish I was on death row

I don't wanna die alone

I wish I was on death row

Die alone, die alone, yeah

I wish I was on death row

I don't wanna die alone

I wish I was on death row

Die alone, die alone, yeah