Soldier Lyrics

I am a soldier and this war getting colder

Scars all over me

I don't know where I'm going but this road God showing

Got to put my trust that he

Guide my steps please guide my steps

Night and Day Day and night with a constant fight

All my life I had to resort to being a silent type

Never had an outlet for my rage it was tucked tight

Had it suppressed through my dreams way to keep myself esteem

What you mean I mean what I mean you ain't listen dog

Need to vivid description for you to see my life was hard

Fuck your privacy that's what they saying when they bowguard

But I got to shield Fuck it let's reveal this still and cut it

For many years so many tears I held back

Kept a smile on my face even when the whip cracked

Hints that they see me like my Lord I get that

Straight black tents of Kadar and they hate that

But I ain't got to go in the system know it

That's why they scared they chains ain't holding cause it's imploding

They losing the grip on the mind we focused we got to own this

We the Father's chosen battle axe in this war he hosting cause I know that

I am a soldier and this war getting colder

Scars all over me

I don't know where I'm going but this road God showing

Got to put my trust that he

Guide my steps please guide my steps

But I still got to ask that question

Still got to sit and think of all my lessons

I'm restless waiting for the storm while I count my blessing

Scene so serene maybe why I ain't checking

Comfort set in mirroring the past

A familiar high I'm not expecting to last

But it's easy to grasp what a time to relapse

All the progression I done made done fell to the back

Nailed it hammer head on the target impaling

The sleeper on the track I'm trying not to derail this

Flailing desperately waiting for them to sail in

So when they fish me out I rock the boat from the tail end

Forget the safety net it not about complacency

All I want to do is awaken what is innate in me

So I can have strength confronting whatever's facing me

Fear chained around my ankle I rip away from me

I am a soldier and this war getting colder

Scars all over me

I don't know where I'm going but this road God showing

Got to put my trust that he

Guide my steps please guide my steps