Outsider Lyrics

Anxiety is real, it can't be fixed with medicine

They say that if I die tonight

Then I'll be deeply missed,

I know that, that's a lie,

This life, I ain't meant for this,

I feel like I'm an outsider,

I ain't meant to live,

I'm not ready for this,

100 days in rehab, they say I'll be fixed

Ion know what type of treatment they be doing, but it's tricks

love was never real

Love and Evil shouldn't even mix

The drugs are telling me that soon I won't be able to live,

Able to love,

I am sorry momma, I ain't mean for all of this

I just want the pain to stop, life is a bitch, I'm sorry for this

As u can see I've been going through a lot

I've been crying out for help, but theres no one here to talk

Momma telling me to pray, I should go out for a walk

Walking into the abyss, into the abyss of thoughts

Ohhh, I said ohhh woah, like like, no oh, oh no no no, anxiety is real

Anxiety is real, it can't be fixed with medicine

They say that if I die tonight, then I'll be deeply missed,

I know that, that's a lie,

This life, I ain't meant for this,

I feel like I'm an outsider,

I ain't meant to live,

I'm not ready for this,

I ain't mean to give up on myself,

M just sick and tired of living in this fucking hell,

I don't wa'nna be alone,

I see my demons

So Imma party on my own

Imma fuck these feBut elings

Tragic loss i know i know

Rip Chozen yeah i know

Yeah I'm still alive in physical way

But yeah I'm fucking dead in a mental state

Pop them percs, you don't really gotta know,

Depression is a bitch, oh yeah i know,

Anxiety is real, oh yeah it's a hoe

They tell me I'm alright, they don't even fucking know

Anxiety is real, it can't be fixed with medicine

They say that if I die tonight, then I'll be deeply missed

I know that, that's a lie

This life, I ain't meant for this

I feel like I'm an outsider, I ain't meant to live

I'm not ready for this