Tonight Only Lyrics

You said its the last time that we're ever gonna do this

I cant lie and pretend like I don't feel a way about it

I try and find the words I mean to say but I can't get em out my mouth

And you don't wanna hear me speak so it makes me wanna shout

Feels like I cant do anything right, don't know why I'm around

I'm in over my head but I just cant seem to drown

Why don't we make each other laugh anymore, it's just a lot of frowns

I miss when you would come around and my heart would start to bounce

We keep going back and forth so I know I got you down

Think about times with you when we were smoking out the pounds

I miss lying next to you so many days we'd lose count

How much we spent on takeout baby by now I lost count

I'm astounded by how you ever wanted to be around me

I fell in love at first sight imagine how I'm feeling now

I had my doubts at the start now I'm starting to be obsessive

I know we're bad for each other but I'd love when you'd get possessive

I haven't been attentive lately I don't pay any attention

I'm selective when I'm listening don't care what you suggesting

I'm contesting everything you say I'm not comprehending

Your feelings I'm overlooking and constantly stepping

On them, I'm not helping I'm just pushing you

Lower, sipping on wiser think I'm wiser I'm just getting

Older, we try and work through our problems

But it's like moving boulders, I miss when you'd fall asleep

And rest your head on my shoulder

I think about our time together and I start to choke up

Can't believe I'd ignore your texts

Now I read the same ones over till I feel like I'll throw up

I need to smoke when I start to think of us

I don't know what's wrong with me or why I'm so stuck

I can tell when we talk that you wanna tell me to grow up

There's something special about you that's why I'm still in love

And I know I'm nothing special that's why I keep messing up

I hope I don't put you on a pedestal for forever

But I might have to, why do you have to be gone

For me to realize I miss everything about you

Like your smell, smile and laugh

Seriously everything about you

It's so hard to not write all these songs about you

It's the only thing that helps me cope without you

How did I take it all for granted

All I wanna do is be around you

I wish I had my arms wrapped around you