Paradox ft. Alec Harter Lyrics

I'm stuck in a paradox

Medicated

Prescribed pills so I'll be cured

Incubated

Buried in my room not seen or heard

Why do I always feel so out of place?

Why do I always feel like such a disgrace?

I feel everything but nothing at all

Like an engine that continues to stall

How much can I withstand?

While I wander in this wasteland?

Below I go

Below I go down deeper than the sleep I don't get

My thoughts at night are what I wish that I could forget

Exhausted and empty

This is my final plea

You don't think that it crosses my mind?

The amount of people that I'd leave behind?

Leave my body for my mother to find?

You don't think that it crosses my mind?

Weighing me down

Waiting to drown

Prove to me that I am not alone

Am I all alone?

Alone

I feel everything but nothing at all

Like an engine that continues to stall

How much can I withstand?

While I wander in this wasteland?

Why does this have to be part of the plan?

Will I always be a broken man?

Will it pass? Or will I?

Oh God, take me to the sky

So I'll put a smile on my face

Just so I'm not out of place

Stuck in a paradox of wanting to live

But I'm just existing