Distant

I crave affection, co-dependence and vulnerability

All of which I try to keep myself from experiencing

But I can't help when there's a crack in the façade I bring

I let my guard down for a second and you leave

It took some time for me to realize the things I feel

Six months of us pretending, we never wanted this to be real

If I'm honest with myself I thought we would never really fit

But I cared more than I care to admit

So lock me out of your life

And throw away the key