Suffocating

I'm tired of these evil tricks, forgive don't forget

But it's hard to forgive when it's again and again

Say I'm done with love, it's just pain and false hopes

Then I focus on myself and somehow pull on that rope

All jokes, how I see it cause it only leads to hurt

Could be me, could be her, in the end, it's still hurt

I don't know anymore, but this hole keeps getting bigger

Am I suffocating

Will I forget the bigger picture

Nowadays love is a prank to me

Found strength in the pain, I should be thanking me