Relapse

Yeah, I'm tryna

I got it, I got it, I got it

I'm tryna tell you how I

I'm tryna tell you how I feel

Ignoring every word, I get to drowning in the pills

Surrounded by the fake, it gets so hard to keep it real

Say death just left a notice, might be time to pay the bill

You know that I been trying

Say it's better now, to hide the truth that I been lying

Always keep a smile cuss I can't tell you that I'm dying

Just promise when I'm gone that you won't ever do no crying