The Night I Lost Control

South side graduated from hard knocks

Wrong side of the tracks so he turned to the streetlights

Despise any punk that got something to say, they tried their luck in vain before he blew em' away

The one outspoken, parents never supportive, no, they sick of all the times I fuck it up when I be broken

Seen too much in this fucked up life "I'm joining the fight, can't hide, you can see the pain in my eyes" was in his note

Mom's choked up, dad's doped up, on the lines he's coked up to them he's just a soldier

He's got bullets like Ritalin for anyone to try and stop him

Going back to his hood just ain't an option

So, keep it going

Enemies he keeps on smoking

Bombs exploding, bodies dropping, don't give a fuck he keeps unloading

Didn't believe in me then why would you believe in me now