Closing Chapters (A Goodbye)

Fumbling these words, wiping tears up out my eyes

You know that feeling that you get inside your throat before you cry

It's like I'm shaking to my core and then you steady asking why

This time I feel the truth would hurt you way more than a lie

See there's this road that I am walking down, I need to go alone but

I don't wanna leave you cuz you make me feel at home

Why does doing what is best me for me have me feeling wrong

I need you to keep it pushing, imma need you to be strong

The garden we were growing starting dying and I feel it first

So I'm leaving in hopes that you won't feel it worse

I thought growing pains were easy. now I feel it hurt

I take my med and then endure the pain until it works