Giving Up

I apologized and left, they let me keep my hands

I'm molecularly different than when the day began

Nothing in the rules against "Giving In"

Have to relearn all their words and just what they do

And keep myself together better, this time through

Their design won't even allow me to sigh

Nothing from the top again, I'm afraid

Maybe just this once you forgot to pray (Forgot to pray)

This time I'll find a job that doesn't cause me such shame

And maybe stare at strangers sometimes on the train