UPDATE

Yeah

I made this song for myself and an update on my life

I want to finally let you know I'm doing alright

I do struggle with filming videos, it's been a fight

I manage to do it though, but its not the way I like

I push myself to do it, so you guys can be happy

It makes me happy to know I can make people start laughing

It makes me angry, the fact that I cant give what you're asking

The problem is I got no motive, my motive is lacking

I wanna give you what you want, but I can't do it

I'm afraid my channel is fading and ima lose it

Camera on, my negativity needs to cool it