Neverever

Stand up, look down, breathe in as you find out there's a part-blood, part-machine, my

old self on the floor asleep, and it's plugged into the outlet on the wall, so there won't be a struggle here at all

All in, bend down, step back as you hear a sound, it's a wheezing breath that is running out, and it's causing me to have my doubts

If I can't take life that used to be my own, then I'll probably never, ever, ever go home

So I'll leave you sleeping on the floor alone, and I'll leave the blanket so you aren't cold, but I'll probably never, ever, ever go, never, ever, ever go home

All this time and all this waiting, I tried and tried and never faded, I filled the room and totally lost it, I dug my grave but buried no bodies, but buried all my long-lost grudges

I bent my knees, I wipe my smudges, and realize letting go is really all that's left of this

An elephant never forgets, but an elephant it can forgive, the life I'm taking is a life I don't want to live

So I'll leave you sleeping on the floor alone, and I'll grab a blanket so you aren't cold, but I'll probably never, ever, go , never, ever, ever go home

Stand up, look down, breathe in as you find out. Stand up, look down, breathe in as you..