How Do I Say Goodbye

Eight years of griefing and I'm still thinking of you, and how you got killed by you. Why am I still so blue?

Cause I was just a young boy not even 10, yet somehow you died I couldn't comprehend. so they lied to me, then laid you to sleep

How do I say goodbye to the way that you held me in your arms? And why did the smoking over take the joking that we did inside that barn. Cause I miss you pop, You were my rock and I held you close to my heart

But when you left oh it cut to a depth that a kid can't go through too hard

Don't get to say bye cause you couldn't bother to cry

I still get chills when I see that porch in pail moonlight. I don't understand, why you took your own life. Shouldn't have to hold it in when all I wanna do is cry

Maybe I could turn back time just to have one more night I know you did the wrong thing but in your mind it was right. Hurt all your loved ones just to stop the hurt of dragging some pipes