So Lonely

I don't dream about little shoes on a clothesline

Boyfriends fighting for attention in a lunch line

Kisses in a church, even better than the first time

Angela in cursive on a newborn's birth line

I ain't wanna do it, wouldn't sign the deal

Cause something about that kitchen never gave me home-cooked meal

And all that gray's better when it's not on the walls

It's fine if it's on you, but it's better on a pause cause

I don't wake up in your t-shirt so lonely

Walking out thinking I'm the dirt so lonely

Growing up thinking I'm the worst so lonely