My Mistakes

You see, I'm living every day, while I'm killing myself inside

Got a smile up on my face, while I hope and wish I'd die

I remember they said life was easy, but goddamn that was a lie

Because I'm living every day, but I've never felt alive

They say keep pushing please, but don't know how hard I try

Got the weight of the world on my shoulders, and a tear up in my eye

I'm still bleeding from these scars, as I look up towards the sky

With a gun held to my head, take my soul, I'm yours tonight

And yeah, I'm fucked up, yeah I know, but I'd never let you see

I'd hold it deep up in my soul, cause it's just the way it's meant to be