Existing

Sitting here, goin, through them pictures, when shit was really different

At that time I felt alive, but right now I'm just existin

When this pain be so damn cripplin, lost my feelings and it shows

All the substance I've been usin' just to feel some damn emotion, and I'm hopin' this

Get to you, say it don't, you lyin' fasho

But right now my streams been up, my shit been good, I'm on a roll, and I'm smilin

Like I'm childish, cause I know my time approach, and I'm hopin' shit be live for my own tour

Before I'm gone

I know you changed, it's my fault, I know I played with your lil' heart

Ain't got no space to give my all, can't change my ways for no lil' girl

Put so much weight up on my shoulders, but I don't complain