Here I Am

Here I am, fresh off the relapse, I'm only gon' lie if you tell me that I said that

I've been tryin' hard and I don't get my back pat, and everywhere I go, I'm the one they always mad at

Swear I'm only human and I don't wanna feel that, and if we're talkin' honest, man, I almost blew my wig back

I really couldn't do it cause I started gettin' flashbacks, my momma tried it too and created my detachment

I don't wanna be alone, I've been tired of feelin' numb , I used to feel the joy, and now I hate the sun

I wish that Cupid had a gun to kill all this pain, fill it with love, but who am I to judge

What you do when you're adolescent, I was fuckin' bitches and gettin' hella reckless, I was heavy on the pills I forgot to mention

I'd hit to lick on you with no hesitation, I've been prayin' for the day that I'm center of attention

I used to count my blessings and now I manifest it, need my money long, all commas, no decimals

Keep a special beam like I've been movin' piccolo, no matter what I move, I'm a pick and roll