Bleed

Wish I could go back to being a kid again

So I don't keep going through hell again and again

And none of the thoughts are immense and nothing is at your expense

If I was a kid again, all of my troubles would come to an end

That ain't how it works

Summer of 2020, I had to get surgery on half of my spine

Stayed at the hospital just for a couple of weeks, all of the nurses thought I would be fine

But when I came home, I had a reaction to all of the medicine

Went crazy off all the drugs, swore that I'll never get high for a day in my life again

Felt like a curse since the day of my birth