Before I Close My Eyes

I'm becoming a hostage of all of these thoughts that I just cannot process

Like it's written in non sense

While succumbing to concepts psychology taught us was coming from traumas

All the healings forgotten

I think something is calling it's probably god but then what if it's not man

Might be running from progress

But honestly I'm scared of confronting a coffin

Was feeling disgraced there were plays I had made and I thought I had botched them

But I still got it like I've just forgotten the login I gotta stay locked in

Speaking of locks some of us were entwined but you since then have parted

Im agnostic when I'm departed will my soul stay in this world, will I cross it