Thrillseeker

Smoking out the window of my parents house

It's the changing of the seasons like I'm heading south

Crack a smile tryna prove that I'm not bugging out

But that method to the madness what it's all about

Fall down and get up again

Self destruct can't seem to keep my friends

I act like it's all good in the end

It's cool though I'll just play pretend

I'm awkward exhausted I know what the cost is

I see all the pathways but my sight's distorted

Effort ain't there but I take the awards