JOURNAL ENTRY #7

Journal entry number seven

I've been reflecting over these past few months and there's a lot to sift through

I've been on this journey to forgiveness thing and it's way harder than I expected

It's a process and I'm taking it day by day, but sometimes I replay it in my mind and I get so upset

Other times I feel relieved that this particular chapter in my life is over

Over time I'm realizing I'm holding on to so much anger

I keep seeing different videos and quotes on Instagram trying to figure me out and diagnose me with someone else's truth

But by taking a step back and sifting through my own emotions with God, it hit me that maybe

Just maybe holding on to this anger gives me my own sense of power since I felt so powerless with all the rejection he put me through

That was good, huh?