Letter To My Past

What the fuck I look like quitting, letting that sad nigga down?

He 17, in his closet wantin' to blow his brains out

His girl don't treat him no good and she don't do as she should

Say every day is a fight he just wan' take his own life

But he don't know he the light, manipulated all life

He throw his faith up in Christ but he don't know he a God

Don't understand how he feel trying to express it through the songs

But they just take it as a tune, they don't really know what time he on

He was crying out for help but everybody was Ray Charles

I say youngin' love yourself and one day you'll be livin' large

You don't even need no help, all this junk just for a reason