What If

What if I never make it out

That styrofoam cup, no doubt, keep me around

I take my loss in stride hoping I found

A way I could swim, instead jumped in and drowned

Past Bridge burnt, this ash I keep holding

She like, boy just take off, I'm going

Bloodstained shirt, my memories engulfed with

Flames when I look back, my past home is scorching

Don't ask why too late now, just go with it

I won't ask you why you hoein' me, that shit your business