Mental Struggle

I'm standing, lonely, on a puddle I began, to bother me, what's the struggle

Is it mental health?, struggling, am I bothering? My mind, don't mind me, my mind, don't mind me

Got a six sense, I see people still dying, it ain't easy, but I feel the darkness creepin' in

Why can't I supply my needs? Mental's broken, but I'm out spoken, I'm not weathering nothin

Bipolar, who am I? I don't know, I feel like I never fit in, so I see a difference

Pour another shot, I better it change my characteristic

Still, I supply my mind, yes, I'm gifted

Won't change my mind, even though I did this

Is this mental or am I just saying that? I've been playing with these demons in my magic hat

I'm looking for more than one way, to get my mental back