Felt This Way

I was going through the motion had me smoking crops

Need to talk about the pain but I don't see my pops

Love a cereal killer, know he had the pops

Now it's tryna change its image like it cut the locs

Breaking out of depression I had broke the locks

But I still don't feel free nowadays

Cut back on working out I'm smoking tree nowadays

Let the weight build up and take a knee nowadays i remember, when I was in a situation way worse situation that I am now

Looking for my next step asking God how?

Tryna win that next bet I'm on it right now

Waiting on my next check I gotta pay some bills

Did I go invest yet? Is this life for real?