pipe dream

I'd like to be held in your shadow To comfort me while I sleep

With your benign touch That gives me love throughout the night

So imagine when I wake up And there's nothing left of you

Except your name engraved in my ankle

So everything is a pipe dream Or more of a nightmare

And I can't leave, nor try to forget Nor did this to myself

I won't answer my phone When you call me, begging for help

I'll be sinking Into my bathroom floor again

Voices with smoke And warm beers

Don't taste as good as they did before