Better dead

I can hardly go another day through all this pain

Every other day it's like it's like fight up in my brain

My heart is devastated decorate it like a grave

My spirit heavy lately lotta extra weight

I'm at war with myself lately everyday is a struggle

It's a struggle getting out of bed I gotta go and hustle

Gotta hustle get up out my head it's way too much to fumble

Having thoughts I'm better dead I feel lately I'm in trouble

Shit I'm going crazy lately all up in my head

Self medicating fuck these shady and doctors and they meds

Contemplating sitituations got my mind on edge