CNMNE

For once I see the changes I need to pick myself up and finally take the lead. Now is the time to succeed. This new version of me will not be the enemy

Put me in a straight jacket, I try to mask it, try to pass it off as nothing, somethings been talking to me, its me, I think I'm going off the deep end.

Don't need your help don't help me up, become so fucked on luck, and I'm trying to go on,

but I crack open another one, now its all downhill from here.

I am the nightmare of which you'll never wake from.

Let me remind you of what I'm capable of,

and if you take a look in the mirror that's when it all becomes clear.

Its me the enemy is me that I fear.

I'm a dick, and addicted too, the more that chaos brews, the more I pull away from you, sad truth, lies, continue the use, Refuge aint in the cards for me.