Post-Nut-Clarity

I want love and I feel it, but my heart trying so hard to conceal it, I don't even know why

Most times

Yet, why must that confirmation leave me trapped, in my head I second guess, no clue

What's to happen next, like poultry that's for slaughter, our fate's determined baby

We boxed in, let's get ignorant

I want affection cage free chicken style, that's not burdened by no cage, and I'm still

Stuck roaming this, this, god damn maze, they saying I don't express much, but if I did

I'd leave the world ablaze, that's consumed by my *RAMEN rage, yet,

I hold in the pain Composed as usual, we end the romance with the feelings mutual,

Thought I wanted love

But maybe it was more of an understanding, with someone other than myself, but once admitted

She thrown me on the shelf, solo dolo, as if I wasn't lonelier to begin with, maybe