If You Want

They sayin imma have to go through the pain

I've experienced the struggle and I've walked through the rain

Having to do it alone will drive a nigga insane

I fall to my knees every night kause I've been praying for a change

They say if you want love you, you gotta give some away

I've given all I can but people don't reciprocate

So how the fuck am I supposed to feel

When all I get is fake but everything I give is real

You bitches got me fucked up

I've been all alone so long I don't know who to trust

Lil mama say she love me but I be thinkin it's lust

I've been afraid to let my guard down, so I keep it up