Jealous

This shit is gonna catch up to me

And you're gonna run back to me

I'm doing so much better, there's less blood shed

But there's darkness hiding deep inside the back of my head

I'll fuck, fight, and scream, I wanna cause a scene

How does it feel?

Does she touch you like I do?

I know you probably try, but you still think about me, don't you?

My mind gets foggy, my head starts to rush

With daffodils and roses and triggers and guns

I wanna be happy for you, but I've been living like an addict for too long